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Suffering and dying....
My suffering and death on the cross could not be avoided, I had to empty the cup completely, I had to take everything upon Myself if the act of Salvation for you humans, to redeem you from all guilt, was to be accomplished.... Only the knowledge of your pitiful state persuaded Me to make this self-sacrifice because My heart was filled with love for you.... and this love wanted to prevent the appalling fate which awaited you after the death of your body.... Because I knew of this appalling fate, since My eyes could witness the blissfulness of the kingdom of light as well as the suffering and torment in the realm of darkness, and since My love was for you as My fallen brothers I searched for a solution to avert your dreadful fate.... I accepted all the guilt Myself and carried it on the path to the cross....
Whatever had been physically done to Me was more than less just a symbol of what the entire burden of sin meant to Me, an immensely arduous, painful and suppressing burden, which made Me fall time and again and which I nevertheless carried with utmost love.... I took upon Myself all the pain My body could endure, for I carried the burden of sin on your behalf, I wanted to accomplish the atonement which you irrevocably would have had to make.... which you would have been eternally unable to do.... I suffered and fought, I truly sweated blood, I looked into all pits of hell, and fear and horror tore My soul apart.... I endured everything you would have had to endure yourselves.... And My love for you gave Me the strength to endure until the hour of death.
There is no comparison for My torment, no human being could have suffered to this extent.... But I had offered Myself voluntarily because I knew that only in this way could you be released from Satan's chains.... I already knew in advance what to expect and carried this burden around with Me too, I consciously took the path which would finally lead to the cross, but I suffered terribly because of My knowledge and therefore could never be joyful amongst My Own.... I saw the tragedy imposed on the souls, I saw the futility of their earthly life if I had failed and not brought them salvation from sin and death....
And this knowledge strengthened My will so that I accepted My fate without resistance, which has was the purpose and objective of My life on earth.... But right up to the end I had to make a great effort, right up to the end the burden on Me had increased so tremendously that I could feel My strength diminishing and thus I called as a human being to God, to let the cup pass Me by.... But the strength of My love was stronger than My human weakness.... And the day of My indescribable suffering and My death on the cross became the day of Salvation from all guilt for you humans.... And the knowledge of this enabled Me to patiently accept everything so that I could finally call out 'It is finished....' And My soul could return from whence it had come, since through My death the complete unification with My Father, from Whom I too had once emerged, took place....
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TRPLJENJE IN UMIRANJE....
Mojemu trpljenju in smrti na križu se ni bilo mogoče izogniti, moral sem popolnoma izprazniti kelih, moral sem vse prevzeti nase, če naj bi se za vas ljudi izpolnilo dejanje odrešenja, da bi vas odrešil vseh krivd.... Šele spoznanje vašega bednega stanja Me je prepričalo, da sem se žrtvoval, saj je bilo Moje srce polno ljubezni do vas.... in ta ljubezen je želela preprečiti strašno usodo, ki vas je čakala po smrti vašega telesa... Ker sem vedel za to obupno usodo, ker so bile Moje oči priča blaženosti v kraljestvu svetlobe, pa tudi trpljenju in mučenju v kraljestvu teme, in ker sem vas ljubil kot svoje padle brate, sem iskal rešitev, da bi preprečil vašo grozno usodo... Sam sem sprejel vso krivdo in jo nosil na poti do križa... Vse, kar mi je bilo storjeno fizično, je bilo bolj kot ne le simbol tega, kar je zame pomenilo celotno breme greha, neizmerno naporno, boleče in dušeče breme, zaradi katerega sem vedno znova padal in ki sem ga kljub temu nosil z največjo ljubeznijo... Nase sem vzel vso bolečino, ki jo je Moje telo lahko preneslo, saj sem nosil breme greha namesto vas, želel sem doseči spravo, ki bi jo morali vi nepreklicno opraviti... česar večno ne bi bili sposobni storiti.... Trpel sem in se boril, resnično sem potil krvavi pot, pogledal sem v vse jame pekla, strah in groza pa sta Mi raztrgala dušo.... Prestal sem vse, kar bi morali prestati sami.... In Moja ljubezen do vas Mi je dala moč, da sem vztrajal do smrtne ure.
Z Mojimi mukami ni primerjave, nobeno človeško bitje ne bi moglo trpeti do te mere.... Vendar sem se prostovoljno ponudil, ker sem vedel, da se le tako lahko osvobodite Satanovih verig... Že vnaprej sem vedel, kaj Me čaka, in to breme sem tudi nosil s seboj, zavestno sem izbral pot, ki Me je na koncu pripeljala do križa, vendar sem strašno trpel zaradi svojega spoznanja in zato nisem nikoli mogel biti vesel med svojimi... Videl sem tragedijo, ki je bila naložena dušam, videl sem nesmiselnost njihovega zemeljskega življenja, če bi mi spodletelo in jim ne bi prinesel odrešitve od greha in smrti... In to spoznanje je okrepilo Mojo voljo, tako da sem brez odpora sprejel svojo usodo, ki je bila namen in cilj Mojega življenja na Zemlji... Toda vse do konca sem se moral zelo truditi, vse do konca se je breme na Meni tako zelo povečalo, da sem čutil, da Mi zmanjkuje moči, zato sem kot človek klical Boga, naj gre ta čaša mino Mene... Toda moč Moje ljubezni je bila močnejša od Moje človeške šibkosti.... In dan Mojega nepopisnega trpljenja in Moje smrti na križu je postal dan odrešitve od vseh krivd za vas ljudi... Spoznanje o tem mi je omogočilo potrpežljivo sprejemanje vsega, tako da sem lahko končno zaklical: "Končano je....". Moja duša se je lahko vrnila, od koder je prišla, saj se je z Mojo smrtjo zgodila popolna združitev z Mojim Očetom, iz katerega sem tudi Jaz nekoč izšel....
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