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Suffering and dying....
My suffering and death on the cross could not be avoided, I had to empty the cup completely, I had to take everything upon Myself if the act of Salvation for you humans, to redeem you from all guilt, was to be accomplished.... Only the knowledge of your pitiful state persuaded Me to make this self-sacrifice because My heart was filled with love for you.... and this love wanted to prevent the appalling fate which awaited you after the death of your body.... Because I knew of this appalling fate, since My eyes could witness the blissfulness of the kingdom of light as well as the suffering and torment in the realm of darkness, and since My love was for you as My fallen brothers I searched for a solution to avert your dreadful fate.... I accepted all the guilt Myself and carried it on the path to the cross....
Whatever had been physically done to Me was more than less just a symbol of what the entire burden of sin meant to Me, an immensely arduous, painful and suppressing burden, which made Me fall time and again and which I nevertheless carried with utmost love.... I took upon Myself all the pain My body could endure, for I carried the burden of sin on your behalf, I wanted to accomplish the atonement which you irrevocably would have had to make.... which you would have been eternally unable to do.... I suffered and fought, I truly sweated blood, I looked into all pits of hell, and fear and horror tore My soul apart.... I endured everything you would have had to endure yourselves.... And My love for you gave Me the strength to endure until the hour of death.
There is no comparison for My torment, no human being could have suffered to this extent.... But I had offered Myself voluntarily because I knew that only in this way could you be released from Satan's chains.... I already knew in advance what to expect and carried this burden around with Me too, I consciously took the path which would finally lead to the cross, but I suffered terribly because of My knowledge and therefore could never be joyful amongst My Own.... I saw the tragedy imposed on the souls, I saw the futility of their earthly life if I had failed and not brought them salvation from sin and death....
And this knowledge strengthened My will so that I accepted My fate without resistance, which has was the purpose and objective of My life on earth.... But right up to the end I had to make a great effort, right up to the end the burden on Me had increased so tremendously that I could feel My strength diminishing and thus I called as a human being to God, to let the cup pass Me by.... But the strength of My love was stronger than My human weakness.... And the day of My indescribable suffering and My death on the cross became the day of Salvation from all guilt for you humans.... And the knowledge of this enabled Me to patiently accept everything so that I could finally call out 'It is finished....' And My soul could return from whence it had come, since through My death the complete unification with My Father, from Whom I too had once emerged, took place....
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PATNJA I UMIRANJE....
Moja patnja i smrt na Križu se nisu mogli zaobići, Ja Sam morao isprazniti čašu do dna, Ja Sam morao uzeti sve na Sebe kako bi čin Spasenja za vas ljude, da vas iskupi(m) od sve krivnje, bio ostvaren.... Jedino Me znanje o vašem žaljenja vrijednom stanju uvjerilo da napravim ovu samo-žrtvu budući je Moje srce bilo ispunjeno sa Ljubavlju spram vas.... i ova je Ljubav željela spriječiti užasnu sudbinu koja vas je očekivala nakon smrti vašeg tijela.... Budući Sam Ja znao za ovu užasnu sudbinu, budući su Moje oči mogle svjedočiti blaženstvu kraljevstva svjetla baš kao i patnji i mukama u carstvu tame, i budući je Moja Ljubav pripadala vama kao Mojoj paloj braći Ja Sam tražio riješenje da bi odvratio vašu užasnu sudbinu.... Ja Sam Osobno prihvatio svu krivnju i ponio ju na stazi do Križa....
Štogod je fizički bilo učinjeno Meni je bilo više nego manje samo simbol onog što je čitav teret grijeha Meni značio, jedan ogromno mukotrpan, bolan i svladavajući teret, koji je učinio da padnem opet i iznova a kojeg Sam unatoč tome nosio sa najvišom Ljubavlju.... Ja Sam uzeo na Sebe sav bol kojeg je Moje tijelo moglo izdržati, jer nosio Sam teret grijeha namjesto vas, želio Sam ostvariti okajanje kojeg bi vi neopozivo bili morali napraviti.... što bi vi vječno bili nesposobni napraviti.... Ja Sam patio i borio se, doista Sam znojio krv (Luka 22:44), gledao Sam u bezdane pakla, i strah i užas su kidali Moju dušu.... Otrpio Sam sve što bi vi sami morali otrpjeti.... I Moja Ljubav spram vas Mi je dala snagu izdržati do časa smrti.
Nema poredbe za Moje muke, ni jedno ljudsko biće ne bi moglo patiti do ove mjere.... Ali Ja Sam ponudio Sebe dobrovoljno budući Sam znao da ste jedino na ovaj način vi mogli biti oslobođeni od Sotoninih okova.... Ja Sam već unaprijed znao što očekivati i nosio Sam ovaj teret okolo sa Mnom također, Ja Sam se svjesno zaputio stazom koja bi konačno vodila do Križa, ali Sam patio užasno zbog Mojega znanja i prema tome nisam nikada mogao biti radostan među Mojim Vlastitima.... Vidio Sam tragediju nametnutu dušama, vidio sam ispraznost njihova zemaljskog života da Sam podbacio i nisam im donio spasenje od grijeha i smrti....
I ovo znanje je osnažilo Moju volju tako da Sam prihvatio Moju sudbinu bez otpora, što je bila svrha i cilj Mojeg života na Zemlji.... Ali sve do kraja Sam morao uložiti veliki napor, sve do samog kraja teret na Meni se povećavao tako strahovito da Sam mogao osjetiti kako Moja snaga opada i stoga Sam kao ljudsko biće zazivao Boga, da makne ovu čašu od Mene (Marko 14:36).... Ali snaga Moje Ljubavi je bila snažnija nego Moja ljudska slabost.... I dan Moje neopisive patnje i Moje smrti na Križu je postao dan Spasenja od sve krivnje za vas ljude.... I znanje o ovome Mi je omogućilo da strpljivo prihvatim sve tako da Sam mogao konačno poviknuti ‘Dovršeno je....’ I Moja duša se mogla vratiti odakle je došla, budući se potpuno sjedinjenje sa Mojim Ocem, od Kojeg Sam Ja, također, bio jednom potekao, dogodilo.
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